GuamaMama

It seems as if so many upheavals are happening to people around me. change is good and a very radical concept for many to understand, grasp, and accept. But I see it everywhere. People are moving to different countries, or moving domiciles and creating entirely new ones with others whom they love. Sometimes the change ahs to do with emotional states...like new possibilities for love...all of these are happening around me. Then I see my son. He changes everyday. He never fails to surprise...I discovered yesterday, as well as another little boy, that my child's capacity to exhibit rage knows no bounds...this development, althought not too surprising, is something I don't really wanna deal with. I'm not quite sure how to handle it. I got mad myself at him....I was like a cop interrogating him and I regret that action so much. Like I said, change is difficult for many to understand....I can accept it, but I can't understand what to do with it. My son is changing...he's experiencing very primal emotions , not for the first time I know, but he's expressing these emotions in ways i don't know how to handle. He hasn't gotten physical with someone not since last year, and then I just waitied and hoped that things would change. I should've been proactive this entire time....I don't know now waht to do.

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